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I am feeling older every day. I think that this is due to the fact that I am getting older every day. I have a son, Saville, who was born in December. I am not a kid person, but I have one, which is odd but how life goes. I'd like to do so much more, but I am not particularly driven and I am particularly lazy. I hate it, but it's true. I don't like getting up early unless I feel like it, but I rarely feel like it. I love to do new things, as long as they're the kind of things I like to do. I definitley don't think I'm perfect, but I think I could be with the right doctor. I recently started watching Nip/Tuck, and it's made me consider plastic surgery. I want my pre-baby boobs back, but I know it's gonna cost me. I go back and forth constantly between the thought that everything is as it should be and the thought that nothing turned out right. I'd consider myself to be a creator but not in a omnipotent way. I like to make art sometimes but I think of things I should make all day. I'd like to paint more and paint better, but the mess of the whole thing brings me down. I like clothes a lot and think that in some way/shape/form I'm meant to do something fashion related with my life. Maybe I can be the Anti-Fashion. I think more than I do, which is problematic because all the people I emulate/venerate are doers. They think and then do. I guess I'm halfway there. I like to be around other thinkers and I'd probably rule the world if I surrounded myself with a few more proactive people. Do you know some? Send them my way.